bad feeling

hey all, how's it goin? hope it'll be alrite -____- yeah im gonna tell you about my feeling today hm yeah as you see on the title, that its so baaaaaaaad, i had a bad feeling this morning hm yeah and till now, i think-___- idk why, i cried at school when there's no subject and idk why that i have to cry? idk hhhh-__- and my girl-friends, they always ask lyk this ' dewi, wht happen w/ you? why are you cryin? are you okay? ' yeah and i jst said ' nope, im not cryin, and im okay for sure ' *tried to smile and laugh though it was so hard to do* and they ask again again and again hm and what i hate is when their eyes was stucked on me hhh lyk i was a prisoner that escape from the jail-_- and i said ' why do you all look at me lyk tht? huh? wht's wrong w/ me? i really hate if you look at me lyk that ' and they jst say sorry to me, though i see, their eyes still watch me when i cried hh yeah okay at least i knew now that they began to treat me lyk a friend and not lyk a trash anymore-____-